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The Right One

 

Each time the phone rings she’s hoping it’s him

Sadly it turns out to be another

And not the one for whom her heart yearns for

 

She listens to his words ever so politely

As she’s thinking of what the words might have been

If they had come from him, the man of her dreams

 

Thinking of just the right words so as not to hurt him

She politely says “sorry,

I must now be on my way, as the children are tired,

Oh thanks for the call”.

 

You can hear the disappointment in his sigh

as he reluctantly says good night

I can only wonder if he too knows that he’s not the man of my dreams

 

Copyright 2/4/98 Felina Silver The Right One©


The light of my life©

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The light of m life

is you

each time you smile

each time you laugh

when I hear you giggle

when you cry and you let me comfort you

when you hold my hand when you need comfort

when you snuggle beside me for warmth

when you blink those big brown eyes when you want something

when you need help because you don’t have answers

when you want to share news about your day

when you’re angry and don’t know what to say

when you want to sit and watch old movies

when you want to listen to music with me

when you want to play games

when you come to me because its just me you want to see

You are the light of my life … just because you love me

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The light of my life©

Was written by Felina Silver Robinson

on March 31, 2014


On the road to happiness©

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Happy is what I am

Family is what I have

Proud is what my family makes me

Time is what I love spending with those that are close to me

Chance is something we all have to take

Life is something we all have to live

Regret is something we all must leave behind

Change is something we must move forward with

Facts are things we have to accept

Time is what we have plenty of

Choice is something that only we can make

Responsibility is something we all must own up to

The road is what you must travel to find true happiness

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On the road to happiness©

Was written by

Felina Silver Robinson on 03/30/14


A heart both tattered and torn

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What happens to a love that you have had for so long and all of a sudden your love finds you sad and crying?  He wants to comfort you, but you can’t accept his comfort. You start to not trust what you thought you always knew, what you always thought was right? You find yourself believing that the love from your other is no more, which he wanders elsewhere wishing for another love, that he no longer loves you as you thought.  When his time becomes his own, he no longer yearns to spend every waking moment with you.  He masks what he does when he walks out the door.  He tells you stories hoping you won’t ask questions and you will believe all that rolls off of his tongue. The time he spends elsewhere you know is not spent the way he tells you.  You wonder if someone else pleases him in the way he doesn’t allow you too.  It pulls at your heart strings, it makes you feel empty inside.  When it’s time for dinner he cannot eat.  He finds somewhere to go after dinner and returns home fulfilled, but you know it wasn’t because of you.  What’s your heart to think?

The days are filled with him angry at the sounds of your children, he questions their every move, and there is no fun to be had, no natural movement or steps allowed. He polices every move.  What time do we live in? Are we not free?

The children fight their demons, they try to find their own happiness, and they make their own fun. Never perfect, but they wear no frown.  They tell you that they love you and that you are their best friend.  Your heart warms and you yearn no more.  You’ve found happiness in their innocence.  For the moment nothing else matters, but this moment in time.  You hope that this time will last forever, but you know it can’t last.  Once the morning shines in all the doubt will return again.

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A heart both tattered and torn

Was written By Felina Silver Robinson

(September 17, 2012)


The keeper of my heart©

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Everything you do

You do for me

Every thought, every action

Hangs on my every need

You don’t realize my only need is you

I need your love, but want your heart

I need you warmth, but will take your smile

I need your touch, but would settle for your voice

If someone asked me what I’d change

my only answer would be … more time with you

Each day is full of much to do

Time slips away and

steals away our precious moments

what I wouldn’t do to steal some back with you

we’ll look back one day still asking

where did all the time go

Our hearts will always have each other

Both here on earth and beyond

You’ll always be “The keeper of my heart”

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The keeper of my heart©

 

 


You don’t know it, but you’re my hero©

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Whenever I need a shoulder

I turn and you are there

Whenever I’m about to give up

You move me forward

Whenever I leave

You bring me back

My heart is full

Full of gratitude

Just for you

Everything I ever wanted

Is tied up in you

In who you are

In who you want me to be

I’ve always wanted to be

cared for and now

I want no more

A certain kind of happiness

Has come to my door

It seems never ending

and leaves me wanting more

No wonder why you’re my hero

I don’t think you even know

I can’t bring myself to tell you

For I fear I might lose you

So I’ll leave things as they are

And go on thanking you from afar

I hope I’ll always be this happy

All thanks to my hero

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You don’t know it, but you’re my hero©

Was written by Felina Silver Robinson

on March 5, 2014


The Mirror©

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If you follow your heart

You might find that it has more to say

It may know you best

It just may show you the rest

Of the life that you have hoped truly existed

With your eyes wide open

Your guard down

Placing one foot in front of the other

and just taking the steps

That your heart lays out for you

There’s no rush

No time clock

No one forcing your hand

Just a choice to let your heart take the lead

No more forcing your eyes closed

No more butterflies in your stomach

No more turning back

Just accepting, trusting footsteps forward

Then maybe you’ll find a friend in me and

The love you needed for a time

The sun will shine

The clouds will lift

The rain will stop

and the birds will sing

In time for your new life to begin

Glad to have you back again

Stronger than ever before

Trying, willing and ready

to see me as I really am

The me you see every day

When you look into the mirror

Don’t forget to open your big beautiful eyes

Oh how glad I am to live once again

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The Mirror©


My Darkest Hour©

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In the darkness I will find a light

You can’t keep me here out of sight

I man change, or may I not

Either way you wont find me the same

To understand me is to know and experience my pain

But I cannot let you near me

My darkest hour is forever near

You never held me close enough to hear my heart beat

So you believe I have none

But I must if I can love you

You will however always love e more

It is time now I must forever leave you

Remember me dearly

You owe me at least that much

I leave you now in my darkest hour

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My Darkest Hour©

Was written by Felina Silver Robinson

on Monday, February 24, 2014


My Soul©

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Darkened is my soul unprotected from your love

You whisper sweet promises up against my ear

A smile of betrayal lies across your smug face

You’ve deceived me

But for reasons unknown to me

Our love is too strong I just can’t seem to let you go

I try to force myself to walk away from the pain that I endure

But your hold is so strong and has lasted for too long

You comfort me in times of sorrow

But break my heart once I’m happy

My love is just never enough

So why can’t you just leave

and give me hope for a better tomorrow

Returning life back to my darkened soul

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My Soul© was written by Felina Silver Robinson

on Monday, February 24, 2014

 


Anniversary

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A collection of our memories

Of our time gone by

From the moment that we meant

to the moment that we die

We capture each treasured thought

Each good one or bad

Each event, big or small

Each trial and tribulation

Each time once a year we celebrate you and me

We bask in the glory of all we must be

Our successes and our failures

Did we struggle? Maybe

Did we win or did we lose

We can’t always come up smelling like roses

Our life is an endless journey

A story of who we are and where we’ve been

It’s an ongoing celebration

Of our personal dedication

To ourselves as a team

We celebrate the day we both said

I do or I will

Love will always be a very splendid thing

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Anniversary© was written by

Felina Silver Robinson on Thursday, February 13, 2014