Archives For Loneliness


My Poem of the Day

(09/08/14)

In the Corner of My Room©

In the corner of my room

I sit here almost forgotten

Wrapped in my white sheets

Rocking to and fro

Tears streaming

Quickly down my swollen cheeks

Tears attached to memories

Long forgotten here

At least by all the others

But certainly

Not by me

No one else shows their feelings

No one else even cares

Have they been replaced by robots

They seem most insincere

I’m rattled by their ignorance

I’m rattled by my fear

I just know what direction

To take when I leave from here

Will they even let me go

Or will I be a prisoner

Kept here forever

In the corner of my room

There’s no one left to talk to

There’s nothing left to do

I fear I lose my mind

If you leave me here in this room

Won’t you please just save me

Copyright 2014

In the Corner of My Room©

Felina Silver Robinson


When I told you I loved you

When I told you I loved you

I didn’t mean to scare you

I was just hoping that you would be mine

I’ve been waiting for such a long time

To fill my empty days

With someone who understands me

All and who that I am

Someone who doesn’t want to change me

Who accepts me as I am

Who sees me coming

And their face lights up like the night sky

And

Their heart yearns for me each moment that we’re apart

A lover

A friend

A partner

That will never leave me behind

When I told you I loved you

I was hoping you would love me too

Do you?

Copyright 2014

When I told you I loved you©

Felina Silver Robinson


My Poem of the Day

(08/24/14)

Without You Now

Without you now my days are always nights

My laughs become cries

My ups become downs

My smiles become frowns

I try to stop all that’s now upside down

You were the life in my step

The beat in my heart

The jump in my skip

You were the light in my life

Now I can’t seem to go on without you

It’s hard to imagine

But I know I must

So I trust you to help me find my way

To continue living on

Without you now

Copyright 2014

Without You Now©

Felina Silver Robinson


My Poem of the Day

(08/19/14)

Your Love

Your love

Lifts me up and brings me down

Turns me inside out and backwards

It makes me pull my hair out

It makes me scream and shout

It makes me sleep

It keeps me awake

It makes me laugh

It makes me cry

Sometimes I find myself wondering why

I hold on to a love that makes me ache

Then I realize because

There is no one else

That can make me feel the way that you do

The emptiness that once lived inside of me

Has finally melted away

Every part of me feels alive

I now have you and our life ahead

To look forward to

For the rest of our days

Thank you for

Your Love

Copyright 2014

Your Love©

Felina Silver Robinson


My Poem of the Day

(09/10/2013)

Me and My Bully

Even if you weren’t looking at me, I saw you
Even if you weren’t talking to me, I heard you
Even if you didn’t invite me, I really wanted to go
Even though you didn’t hear me, I was talking to you

You asked me why I’m always crying,
But I know you really don’t care
When I’m not looking, your laughing with your friends about me

At the beginning of the year I was happy and smiling
I was full of laughter
Walking around and hanging with my friends

Two months of knowing you
No one would dare to be my friend
I was destined to be alone
I was always alone
Except for when you and your friends would hurt me

Who are you? You’re my Bully!

Why do you hurt me?
Because you feel small inside
Because those you love have no time for you
They leave you out in the cold
Your friends just use you, because you’re rich
Because they know you are going places and someday, they might need you

Don’t you know, you’re just like me
You’re bullied too, so stop hurting me and maybe just maybe
We can just be friends

I wrote this for all the kids that I know that are now being or that have been bullied.
Stand up and take back your life.
Turn your bully into your friend,
Your bully is just as lonely as you are and maybe even lonelier.

I created the slide below to hopefully be used as an educational tool. I hope it helps.

Bullies

Me and My Bully©

Copyright 2014

Felina Silver Robinson

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Regret – When the shoe is on the other foot

When you met everything was pure
Through the years much changed and anger and resentment built up
She wanting things from you that you didn’t have to give
She was angry and unforgiving
Her anger came out in violence
She left you battered and bruised
As a man you didn’t want to hurt her, but her abuse was worsening
She tried to kill you
You had no choice you struck out to defend yourself
Now she had the upper hand
She was no longer the abuser
You now were
You found a way to leave her and move on without her
You were determined to find love and happiness again
You reconnect with a past love but don’t tell her of your past
Somehow she connects with your ex and the new-found happiness you found has ended
Now you live with regret of not telling her
For now she thinks you’re an animal
Inside you feel it’s true
Now you’re begging for forgiveness and hoping for a new-found love
You look to friends for absolution
They recommend that you move on
But remind you that honesty is the best policy
For no one likes liars or surprises
He pledges to be true full you can only hope for and wish him happiness
Reminding him that he has to first forgive himself to move on
You hear a silence noting his awareness of all new now has to do
So ever though finding happiness would be so hard to do
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I wrote this poem in response to a story a friend told me of his romantic woes. I advised him to let his new love go. The trust was gone and the feeling of safety was absent. There could be no successful relationship there as it all started with a lie. I advised him that in the future he would always have to be honest or he would never find happiness. I so hope he will give it a try.

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Lonely Sharks

08/25/2013 — Leave a comment

Borrowed from Facebook because i thought it was funny! Cuddle, they want to cuddle so much that they want to keep you warm in their belly 😄

They’re just lonely why can’t everyone just see that?

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